Sunday, January 09, 2005
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
sometimes i wish to be her. everyone wanna get to noe her. everyone wanna hang out with her. everyone knows her.
but most of the time i just wanna be me. not known to many and life can be private.
sometimes i wish to be in fashion and all so pretty. have the new clothes. blend in the crowd. get my nail done. all made up. with the pretty sunnies n pretty sandal.
but most of the time i just wanna be the slacker of the crowd. simply passe. color my hair blue. and donned my thick glass. and simply be imperfect.
sometimes i wish i have loads of friends. to feel loved. to be surrounded. to feel secure?
but most of the time i yearn for my family. just to be next to my parents. to chill with people i can call friends. to be accepted for who i am.
simple yet complex. foulmouthed. moodswings. boring. passe. misunderstood. sarcastic. nowadays, can't be bothered to be sarcastic.
currently crying to: [she will be loved, only you, the reason]
i noe very emo...
