Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Unleash the BITCHiness
just hate being nice. i don't care if any one of the people related or the person itself read this entry its much better. Cause I don't give a care. there is a limit to everything. my tolerance level is up to a notch where i can no longer hold.
the housemate:
[1] yup people you can tell her about it. screw the being nice attitude. tried to be a good housemate. tried to be tolerant for her financial issue. but what the hell. being petty about money. phonebills, last month have to pay $25 + $19 from previous bill add up to $44. ok. thought she would be ok if i pay just for this month but wow. whipped out a calculator and start calculating. Fine! i'll pay FYI: i don't use the farking phone maybe just about 20 phonecalls?
[2] i don't wanna brought this up. but since one being calculative, why not me aye? hey i'm paying the rent for two place here. can't u have the decency to say that its ok, lets split the rent half or something. No! the next two weeks rent, she came to me with 160 and say. oh minus the the first two week rent. what the hell? think wat my dad is a gold digger? FYI: she paying 90 per mth.
the guy yup you guess it right [MFAM]:
[1] big deal it was ur birthday, you think people will treat you like a royalty for the week? i'm so damn pissed with him. nak maki sesuka hati jer. Fine! maybe i deserve it. but hey to get that kinda remark from a guy ain't cool. throw sarcasm or something, no need to spit that offensive language. and putting words in my mouth when i didn't say anything of the sort.
[2] how long would you need to copy ok.. 2 pages of notes which u missed out only the first half of the lecture? imagine almost one week. in between, u passed the note to another friend in which u don't even know about. Ain't that a form of way to restrain a person from studying her own note?
[3] oh if u need help just call me. i do need favour sometimes. most of the time i do it on my own. so try if he marks his phrase. its either a yes or a no to help. But it takes a while to get the confirmation. so before this, who help you to buy the things? with who? whoose car?
what the hell??? i need a favour from you just tell me if u can do it or not. no question ask.
[4] i wish i could ask you along, but seem like you don't wanna go. huh? You doesn't tell me how u noe i would decline?
In conclusion, i always learn the life lesson the hard way. I should have stick to my faith and ignore the other life offer. maybe i am too comfy with the people around me. when i lose them my life will crumble to pieces. i just need someone to lean on. but i won't be able to find that person anytime soon. Call me petty or anything that is synonymous with it. Cause everyone holds their own point of view and even scrutinise my action. Maybe it has been going on all along in my life. Only now i realise it cause i've been too nice to ignore all of it. . . or i'm just plain ignorant.
To everyone that read this. please don't judge these individual from my point of view. Its wrong and unfair. i've been in these people shoe before. to be judge by just hearing one side of the story. . .
'one day u might regret writing all these down for the public eyes'
maybe. maybe not. i often regard life as a learning phase. regreting is just much more worst, endurance is the word and guess i shall or its a must to stick with it to get through all these. . .
