Thursday, July 01, 2004
I WISH I COULD RUN AWAY
i'm bored... bored to hell. wanna clean up my room but too lazy! even going out for a lil window shoppin makes me bored.. it seem like i'm sleepwalking, everything seem so hazy and it seem so surreal i'm feelin tired and high damn! whats wrong here. seem like i've give up on my life
i wish i have someone here with me to spice up my life. to wake me up from my dream. someone that i can talk to. someone that i can call up to talk when i have nothin to do.. where's my ogre? where is my dear fren? i need you... i want you... i'm going insane...
seem like life is aimless right now.. where is everything?
i dunno the reason of being online when i don't even do anything not even chattin` nor checking email. just for the sake of being online, i'm weird i know seems like life is totally shutting down on me... the only time i'm happy is... i dunno when... i wanna go home!!!!!!!!!!!!!
even so it won't make me happy probably just for the first few days...
