Monday, April 19, 2004
:: i wonder ::
sometimes in life, you just know what you want and you go for it. As u come closer to getting it, you decided to change your mind and retreat or should i say walk away without even getting it after all you have gone through to get closer.. why? Issit human nature or just plain bad gut feeling? Is our mind playing tricks on us? Thinking that what we want and suddenly decide oh.. its just so wrong, abort! Quit! Changing our options so quick without even thinking the consequences or the chances that might ever happen if we decides to continue. Of course in life there will be heartaches as well as fun-filled-love scenarios. Its part and parcel in life to go through all this but when it happens most of the time.. what's up wit that? Is life that fickled? So why do we have to plan when everything we do doesn't come happen as what we planned it to be? Issit so wrong to be impulsive? Well to some extend being impulsive might be bad for some things in life like... shopping! Impulsive shopping, it great therapy but next morning, which will seem like a hung-over, either by looking at the wallet or just checking ur bank account, it turns out it blow a hole in ur pocket. Next come the budgeting... But back to being impulsive, its better in doing so, cause you know it will happen and it turns out fun and thrilling.. Too much thrill will kill us someday.. so its better to do it once in a while. Just like being in a roller coaster, you can't be in one every day every minute thats totally suicidal. There you go life, live it or lose it....
